《我还想看见》

《我还想看见》 is [[Ajiao|阿娇 / 柱子哥]]’s book discussed in 184.真实于我有万钧之重：欢迎侠女阿娇. The episode presents it as a second-stage writing project after an earlier, more tool-like cancer book: it aims to show the person beyond treatment, including travel, work, identity, death views, and changing emotional states across years.

The book matters to the wiki because it turns dated personal writing into Public Illness Writing. Ajiao insists on keeping writing dates because her world view, death view, and emotional position changed across treatment years; the date becomes evidence of process rather than a decorative note.

Key Claims

• The book is not only a cancer-survival text; it is a wider self-record of a person living under recurring illness.
• It supports Professional Dignity Beyond Patient Identity because Ajiao wants readers to evaluate her writing without sympathy inflation.
• It makes 安宁疗护 / Hospice Care and death quality part of public conversation rather than private family avoidance.
• Its structure supports Whole-Process Cancer Documentation by preserving changing views instead of smoothing them into a single inspiring message.

Connections

• [[Ajiao|阿娇 / 柱子哥]] - author and central subject.
• [[QinZong|秦总]] - interviewer discussing the book’s overseas, illness, and death threads.
• Public Illness Writing, Whole-Process Cancer Documentation, and 安宁疗护 / Hospice Care - main concepts the book contributes.
• Meaning Through Experience - life-philosophy frame visible in the episode’s reading of the book.